Can you feel the excitement?

I can sense this strange excitement hanging in the air. It is just there... inside me, around me, everywhere. Something like an expectation, an energy; almost tangible and very real. But of what? I wonder. I don't know. I feel it so strong, yet I've never felt this before. I mean, I know what it feels like to expect something -- but somehow I just know this excitement is over something that does not exist.

Yet.

And that is the part that is a little bit scary. How can I know of something that is still coming? If it is purely a figment of my imagination, it changes to really scary because it is so real and that means I might just be a little bit crazy. And I have no way to tell...

Even if it is not out of myself, it opens up a whole new can of worms. Let's say it is not, then what is it about? What is coming? And will it just 'happen', or would it need a catalyst? Something I yet again doesn't know, and therefore have no way of providing the required actions for. What if it is from God? Now there's a million-dollar question right there. Does God really play the "vague feeling for unknown things" game? I don't know, but I'm guessing He's more a "tell it to your face" direct type of guy.

The irony is, hindsight is 20/20. I can speculate all I want, but in the end I'll only really know for sure after it happened. Or didn't happen. Either way, I'm left in the dark for now.